The Irony of Life

Life is, if anything, very ironic to me. This is actually quite simple. I believe in the philosophy that we call hedonism. I think that pleasure is the only thing that is good for a person. However, I am also suffering from anhedonia, the inability to derive pleasure from experiences that are typically considered pleasurable.

So basically, it feels like I am in stasis, stopped in time, waiting forever for something that is never coming. No wonder I am getting tired and bored of this game. How much longer I will have to wait before I can enjoy the life like everyone else? 1.. 2.. 5 years? *Sighs*

I sure hope it will be worth the wait.